WHY?????!!!!!!!

Why ??
What happen ??
IS it my fault ??
everytime i see tis pic, my tears keep rolling down..
why can't we be friends like last time when we first meet and become pengawas together??
we used to enjoy the school life very much.. every recess time... is it because of him? or isit really my fault..??

I'm so so tired of u.. Ur treating me like a ball like a toy.. im a human too.. im not your toy that u owned, when ur happy than u'll treat me good but when ur sad than it'll be my fault...
should we continue this relationship? or u would like to change?? to end it or to rebuild it..
i dun dare to open my mouth to ask u is tht i feared tht we might quarell.. Do u understand??
Can u tell me wat u wan?? Dun juz act like ur very pity, i have the right to know what happen before u said im guilty..


THE FOREVER FRIEND
by Arthur Hawking

On my own, but mostly the savannah, Where the tumbleweeds fade away and die, Before the glassy sun burns a summer of crystals, The glistering waters of the high seas Of which was so far a place as of where vultures roam. I looked around but you weren't anywhere... You used to say that you would never die, But I took the wrong meaning into my heart. Now the sea is wild with despair, Deep blue like a prairie of flowers blue, Where all children of God rest in eternal peace. I saw you at the end, You and I, brother and sister of nature, Brother and sister of heaven and earth, Your usually calm and heavenly eyes full of tears, Bitterly falling one after one into a river, Then the river of life turned red in blood. My eyes watched in horror. Slowly and deadly your heart became poisoned, You disappeared without saying good-bye, Not a word came out of your mouth. You became like desolation in its grave. When once the skies were a realm of stars And the sun shone brightly in summer skies, You were there to share the calmness; But now I stand here in midst of the tall grass And only the savannah remains.